i'm scared. =/
my insecurities are eating me up alive.
every little thing, i feel that its me, my fault.
i dont know.
and to people: i'm not angry. just i dont know. living in space, my own world. in that way, nothing wld bother me and i'd not be hurt. Right? why shld i care so much, then get hurt, pretend nothing happened. be an outcast, loner,i'd rather be. ampathy (:

jan//* yesyes! eyecandy toothpaste rocks. (: so pretty, and funky. chio!
beni//* haha. you Takecare alright. of two things. your health, and That thing. yep. anw, i'm lazy to put my archives up, and a tagboard wld look damn ugly. trying to get enetation but it doesnt seem to work! gah. Help! missyou alot alot alot! haha. (:
germaine//* -winks. tonight ar. (:

look at the stars,
see how they shine for you.

sometimes, i have no idea for the way i react. dont assume. cus i myself, dont know why i am this way either. i hate myself too.